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The Self Evolution Is Exhausting To Say The Least
The self I’m becoming isn’t angry—it’s just exhausted. Not from failure, but from the constant pressure to improve, evolve, explain. This isn’t a story of triumph. It’s a quiet reckoning with burnout, the performance of healing, and the deep desire to be seen without needing to be understood.
Jul 15 min read


The Diagnosis Dilemma: Seen, Categorized, Or Misunderstood
I don’t want a label, I want language. I’m not malfunctioning, I’m responding. This is about how diagnosis can feel more like surveillance than support, and the quiet desperation of wanting to be seen without being boxed in.
Jun 124 min read


What Mindfulness Actually Looks Like: Beyond Calm, Into Consciousness
Mindfulness isn't about achieving serenity. It's about cultivating awareness—especially the kind that dismantles illusions, interrogates emotional reflexes, and dares to notice discomfort. This is not your typical self-help narrative. This is the raw philosophy of presence, sharpened by contradiction, lived through tension, and practiced with intention at Alpha Healing Center
Jun 115 min read


Gen Z Reparenting Themselves While Still Sitting at the Kids’ Table
We’re all reparenting ourselves while still being treated like children by broken systems. Healing has become a quiet rebellion, a performance, a survival tactic dressed in self-help language. But how do you grow when the world still rewards your silence, not your strength?
Jun 105 min read


Addicted to the End of the World: Why We Can’t Stop Numbing Ourselves
We’re not just addicted to substances, we’re addicted to silence, to sedation, to the illusion of escape. Recovery isn’t soft. It’s an act of rebellion.
Jun 54 min read


Radical Honesty: A Mental Health Angle
We’re praised for being “real,” yet punished for revealing too much. In the digital age,Mental Health vulnerability is currency, but what are we really buying?
Jun 44 min read


When Love Becomes a Leash: Enabling and The Fear of Change
They love you just enough to keep you from changing. Behind every soft hand and “I’m just here for you” is a fear of who you’ll become without your wounds. Enablers aren’t villains, they’re mirrors of our deepest fears, reflections of comfort over growth. And in a world already allergic to discomfort, that’s a quiet kind of violence we need to talk about.
Jun 34 min read


Myth of The Lone Wolf: Rethinking Independence as Strength
Independence is praised, but at what cost? Behind the stoic silence and solo strength lies a deeper story, one of survival, not freedom.
Jun 23 min read


The Unspoken Bond: Rethinking Men's Friendships in a Noisy World
Somewhere between boyhood and manhood, many men lose the language of friendship. We’re taught to be silent, to be strong, but at what cost?
May 304 min read


What Happening to the Artist? A Long View on Time, Technique, Addiction and Mental Collapse
What even is creativity in an age where we’re told to make something every day just to stay visible? Once upon a time, creation was divine—an act of devotion, discipline, and depth. Today, it’s a never-ending sprint to please an algorithm that never remembers your name. This piece is a meditation on what we’ve lost—from Renaissance patience to digital burnout—and why the culture of content creation might be killing the very thing it claims to celebrate.
May 296 min read


Focus, Fractured: What ADHD Feels Like In The Attention Economy
What does ADHD feel like in a world that profits off your distraction? It’s like drowning in noise but still hearing your name in the distance. In the age of endless notifications, infinite scroll, and urgent productivity, attention isn’t just currency—it’s a battleground. This piece explores the fractured focus of neurodivergence, the weight of surviving capitalism, and why being “wired differently” might actually be a hidden strength—if only the world would slow down long e
May 255 min read
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